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LESSON #1 Flood Warning LESSON #2 The BIG Flood LESSON #3 The Morning After LESSON #4 Hospital LESSON #5 Life in the Home LESSON #6 Good  and  bad secrets LESSON #7 Home Schooling LESSON #8 Giving my life to Christ LESSON #9 I'm a new creature LESSON #10 I'm in the Lords army LESSON #11 Free at last LESSON #12 I'm sorry LESSON #13 Daddy LESSON #14 Peace like a river LESSON #15 He watches over us

CHAPTER 1 - Flood Warning

"Adil, No school tomorrow, the radio says there has been heavy rain in Monte Binga and we are expecting flooding" my Mother announced the news. "Hurray! No school!" I thought to myself. Being seven years old and in Primary School, I much preferred playing in the river with my dog to school work! DOWNLOAD Portuguse 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #1 (Front and back page)

"The President says no work either it is serious" my Mother continued.
“He said the “short rains’ this year have been much heavier than usual and the soil is very wet so only a small amount of rain could have significant impacts.”

I knew the next rainy season was in March to May we always called it the "long rains" when rainfall is usually more. So hearing mum talking about heavy rain in Monte Binga during the “short rain” season I started to get nervous.

Uncle Camilo told me to go and start collecting sand he had to make up sandbags to try and put around the house especially blocking up the doors. Puppy and I took the wheelbarrow down to the beach I was shouveling sand into it and Puppy was scratching it out. It turned into a game, until I remembered mums warning ‘We gotta be prepared” I rushed home with my sand and helped Uncle Camilo bag it up.

Mum was busy gather supplies, she said it was in case we had to leave immediately, or if services are cut off. She had to remember Granny’s specific needs, including medication. I told her not to forget Puppies special needs, like dog food, a bone and drinking water. Mum seemed more interested in drinking water for the family and I was running around drawing water from the well and Granny was boiling it up and putting it in large containers. “Put in the bleach” mum kept saying.

Uncle Camilo had obtained extra batteries and everyone was busy charging their cell phones. Someone from America had once sent us a solar charger for phones and Uncle Camilo was clutching it like his life depended upon it!

Granny was busy putting all our important documents in a waterproof container, it was taking a long time because every time she came across a birth certificate, it always seemed to have a long story behind it. And the marriage certificate had stories about the great day, even the Passports had to pondered over, page by page remembering all those trips to far off lands.

Aunty Leila was busy putting items into bags include things like blankets, towels and clothing. Boxes contained all the extra tinned foods that Uncle Camilo had got from the market. “Things are selling out the shelves are bare” he told mum. “This is a crisis, don’t forget the first aid kit.”

Mum said we should make up a Family Disaster Plan, in which each person has a role and knows in advance exactly what to do and how to work together in case of emergency.

All of a sudden I felt very lonely and ignored, all the adults were busy doing important things and I was told to just ‘go away,’ I felt very rejected and alone. I wondered where my Dad was. He did not live with us or even in our village. He worked in the cotton fields and cutting sugar cane. I did see him though, as he would bring bags of food for my Mum. He would sometimes talk to me on her phone. Even thought dad was not here I know I was important to my mum and dad. Mum was always telling me “Adil you are a special boy”

She always told me God knew me and would quote the Bible “I knew you before I formed you in your mother’s womb. Before you were born I set you apart” It always made me feel special and I tried to remember this now as everyone was rushing around preparing for the BIG flood.

But as time went on I started to get frightened, I wish Dad was here, no one seemed to have any time for me, so I went outside to find Puppy and we sat together and watched the dark storm clouds get darker, ‘full of rain’ Uncle told me, I wished they would go away and leave us alone.

CHAPTER 2 - The BIG Flood

We will never forget that night, it had been raining all evening and the river next door was roaring as it swelled with water rushing down from the Monte Binga mountain range. DOWNLOAD Portuguse 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #2 (Front and back page)

The entire family huddled around the radio listening to flash warnings. It was about 7pm, a loud crash had us all scrambling to the window only to see the electricity pole outside our house being swept away but the flash flood. That was when we were glad of Uncle Camilo’s flashlight. Even though the sandbags were blocking the door still water was seeping in and Mummy and Aunty Leila were trying to mop up water with old towels. I was holding Puppy close and hoping no one noticed she was inside.

Suddenly there was a huge crash and the door broke and a lot of dirty water came rushing in and we realized that the river next to the house had broken its bank. We all backed into the bedroom where Granny was on the bed. The noise was terrifying with the crashing of falling trees and roaring water, it sounded like a monster. We could hear the neighbors screaming. We slammed the bedroom door and put more sandbags by the door. But it got worse the water was now up to our knees and it was time to evacuate, we were told the Primary School being on two stories was the best place of safety.

I found my coat and put it on pulling the hood up tight. I held on to Puppy and stuffed her inside and stepped into the water. We had to get to the Primary school. Even though I walked on the side of the road the water was up to my knees. Aunty Leila was holding Uncle Camilo's phone shining a light for me, squeezing my hand so tight it hurt. Mummy and Uncle Camilo were following, carrying Granny at least I thought they were.....

Suddenly the light went out and something hit my legs under the water. I fell over and felt myself being sucked away by the water...... All I heard was “Joseph, Joseph” my head banged into something. Puppy put her foot in my mouth, that’s all I remember!

CHAPTER 3 - The Morning After

I woke up under a car, kind of jammed against the tyres. I was wet  and  had mud in my mouth  and  my head was hurting but thank God I was alive.  I could not really work out where I was. I could see the sea  and,  where the ravine usually was, there was a big river, with great big stones.  DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #3 (Page 1 and 2)

Mud - mud, mud, mud everywhere. You could not see the road because of the mud. I had a big lump on my head.  And  where was my  puppy ? I called her  and  looked  and  looked. People were standing in the street just looking. Cars were smashed  and  crushed. Electricity poles were down  and  wires everywhere. I could not understand how I had got to the Bay. Our house was much further up the ravine. I thought I saw my  puppy  down by the sea  and  I went to look, but it was a bigger dog. 

Whilst I was there on the stony beach, a policeman in army uniform called to me. I asked him if he had seen my  puppy .  The Policeman took me to the Shelter  and  I expected to see my mother, Aunty Leila, Uncle Camilo  and  Granny. He gave me to the nurse instead. She touched my head  and  said I had to go to the Hospital in Town. I thought maybe my mother was hurt  and  so I was going to see her. People were just sitting  and  staring. One lady was bawling a lot. I heard someone say she had lost her baby that seemed careless. I thought someone should help her look for it. The Policeman said we would have to go to the hospital by boat. Someone gave me a Bolo Polana and I was very grateful because my tummy was rumbling . 

On the way back to the bay we went past a crushed car  and  I heard a whimper. I saw a tail. I told the Policeman "stop, stop please I see puppy"   I  looked under the car  and  there was  Puppy  wet  and  muddy but there......

I picked her up  and  hugged her tight. The Policeman said Puppy could come too, at last something good had happened. The Policeman told me I was a champion and not to focus on what I had been through I was to focus on where I was going in life - where ever that was - the Hospital right now!  

CHAPTER 4 - The Hospital

We went on a boat and  The Policeman took me to Police Headquarters. Someone gave me a Prego roll and  I shared it with  Puppy . She liked it a lot. A young police woman gave me a string to tie round  Puppy 's neck so I did not have to carry her all the time. Then the policeman took me to the Hospital. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #4 (Page 1 and 2)

It was quite a long walk up a steep hill  and  there was lots of mud  and  a funny smell. The river was very full. I saw a helicopter coming over my head with a flag underneath. The Policeman said it was the United Nations flag and that it was stuck under the helicopter was so people would know who was helping. There was galvanized roof sheets everywhere from the roofs  and  cars were blocking the road sitting where the river had put them. Some people seemed to be carrying a lot of shopping which was odd as the shops were mostly broken.

When we got to the hospital there was a skinny nurse who was vexed  and  said that  Puppy  could not come inside Casualty! I was tired  and  sad. I wanted to see my Mummy  and  my Aunty  and  my Granny  and  Uncle Camilo! I said I did not want to stay there. The Policeman said it was OK and that he would hold  Puppy  for me whilst I went in with the Nurse. I thought I was going to see my family, I looked in the room but there was just a little girl crying, an old man who was very still  and  a very pregnant lady moaning. There was a young boy like me with blood running down his leg into the water on the floor making a horrible mess. The nurse took my temperature,  s he said I had to see a doctor. 

The doctor looked very tired. She said she had been there for 24 hours, all the way through the storm, but no one had come to relieve her. She said that I had a "con cushion" or at least that is what it sounded like. She said I should go home  and  rest. I told her our home was gone  and  I did not know where my family members were. She called the policeman in  and   Puppy  peed on the floor. You can imagine the nurse was not happy! 

Whilst the nurse was shouting  and  getting a lady to come with a mop the police whispered in the Doctors ear. Then the Doctor told me to go  and  sit outside on the chairs with  Puppy . After a long time when the Policeman came back with a bottle of Fanta for me  and  a Sandes de Queijo . He told me that I was going on a big adventure. He also told me that they were looking for my Mum  and  Uncle Camilo  and  Aunty Leila  and  that very sadly they had found my Granny  and  she was not alive any more.  He told me that I had to go to a nice Big House  and  wait to see what would happen. I was worried in case the people at the Big House would not like dogs. I began to cry I thought I might lose Puppy and I would be so lonely. I did not really understand what he said about Granny, how could she not be alive any more, I was confused.

The Policeman told me that he would tell them at the Big House that Puppy  had to come as well. 

CHAPTER 5 - Life in the Big House

I was waiting at the hospital and suddenly, things happened in a rush.  Some strange soldiers came  and  the Policeman told me to go with them. I was pleased when I heard him tell them "the  Puppy  goes with Him - it's all he has left".   DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #5 (Page 1 and 2)

We went to the savannah in front of the hospital  and  there was a helicopter already there.   The blades on top the helicopter were spinning like a fan and  it was very loud. The dust  and  leaves were blowing at me like the hurricane wind all over again. The policeman did me high five  and  gave me to a big soldier who made me do up my coat  and  put a helmet on me. He put ear plugs in my ears  and  a sort of life jacket on me.

Two soldiers pushed me up some big steps into the helicopter. I looked back  and  waved to the Policeman. Then they strapped me into a seat  and  they told me to hold  Puppy  tight. A lady soldier told me this was a Wild Cat Helicopter. She was funny  and  blocked  Puppy 's ears when she said "Wild cat" as she said dogs like to chase cats! She had a red cross on her shoulder  and  she said she was a nurse as well as a soldier. She said they were just giving me a ride to the Children's Home as the bridge on the way was gone  and  there was lots of rubbish blocking the road. I asked if my Mum would be there but it was too noisy I could not understand her answer.

When the helicopter landed, they undid all the straps  and  took off the lifejacket  and  I got out still clutching  Puppy . It was further than I thought  and  I fell down. I felt stupid as there were loads of children watching from the steps of the big house. They seemed disappointed that it was just me  and  Puppy, until behind me the soldiers brought out bottles of water  and  boxes of biscuits. "Come on Boy" said a Lady in an orange T shirt, "come away from that helicopter." She took me into the kitchen with P uppy   and  I heard the helicopter flying away. I never got to say goodbye to the nice Nurse Soldier Lady. 

The Home was huge. There were lots of bedrooms for boys downstairs  and  upstairs there were lots more for girls.

The roof had come off a bit so the girls were all in just two of the rooms,  and  there were piles of wet clothes everywhere. There was a very big dining room  and  kitchen. I was in a room with three other boys  and  I had my own bed. The home had a generator that was noisy but it was nice to have light. There was no TV or Internet as the Storm had messed up everything.  To save gas they just put the generator on from 6.00 -8.00pm then we went to bed  and  used flash lights.

The Lady in the orange T Shirt was called Miss Gizela, she said  Puppy  had to live in the dog house under the building but that I could see her when I wanted. She gave me to a man called Mr. Hamza also in an orange T Shirt  and  he showed me where  Puppy  would stay. He even had dog food for her. He said their dog had got lost in the storm. No one knew about my Mum  and  Aunty  and  Uncle Camilo. I told them the Police said Granny had died but they were looking for the others. Another younger staff member said she heard they were all washed away  and said "accept her sympathy, the Lord is with you boy, all these things will make you strong" I thought that must be a mistake and at that moment I felt rather weak not at all strong. I asked for my Dad but they said they heard that they were all gone. I did not think that could be right. 

CHAPTER 6 - Good  and  bad secrets

Hanifa told me she had a secret to tell me. We sat under the house with  Puppy   and  she told me........she told me Mr. Hamza had left because of her. He had been trying to get her to do bad things.  He told her that he would get her ready to have a boyfriend. He had been trying to touch her under her panties. He told her if she did not do what he said he would kill  Puppy .  DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #6 (Page 1 and 2)

She said she ran straight away  and  told Miss Gizela what he tried to do  and  the police came  and  took him away. She said Mr. Hamza was in the prison waiting for the court to decide on his punishment. I was so mad! How could he say he would hurt  Puppy !  I was pleased he had left as I felt like doing him something. 

Hanifa said she knew what to do about Mr. Hamza's bad intentions towards her as it was not the first time. She said her mother's boyfriend had done something wrong to her before  and  she had told her Sunday School Teacher. She said that is why she was in the Home. As her mother did not believe her but the Sunday School teacher did. She said the Sunday school teacher told her to "tell the truth  and  truth would set her free"   and  that she had prayed with her, then she got brave  and  when the Police came with the Welfare officer she told them all about it  and  they were sorting it all out. 

Hanifa said she knew that you should always run from people with bad intentions  and  tell someone. She said she knew now that some bad secrets should not be kept. She explained that "Good secrets" were like not telling about a surprise party or what was in a present. But "Bad secrets" were those where the person threatens you if you tell what they did and where they touch you. No one except your mum or the nurse should touch you where your underwear goes  and  then tell you not to tell anyone that is a bad secret to keep.  

Hanifa said that after that experience with her mother's boyfriend she had been different. She said her Sunday School Teacher had told her that God loved her  and  that it was not her fault. She said she had decided to serve Christ. I did not know what she meant but I did know I was pleased Mr. Hamza was gone. 

CHAPTER 7 - Life in the Tent School

After about two weeks in the Big House, which turned out to be a Children's Home, with more new people coming each day, the staff said the roads were clear  and  that we would have to go to school.  DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #7 (Page 1 and 2)

They made us walk about a mile as the bus had been crushed by a tree falling on it. School was weird, no uniforms, no books,  and , because the galvanized roof sheets had blown off, we were in a tent. Tents are funny things. When the sun comes out they are hot, hot, hot  and  you have to roll up the sides. When it rains  and  some of the children cry because they think the storm is coming back, then you have to let the sides down again  and  be hot  and  sweaty again. Our tent had UNICEF written on it which meant that nice people from overseas sent it. 

In the afternoon foreign workers came in blue T shirts they said they were our friends  and  they set up something called a Child Friendly Space where we played games. Their names were funny  and  if you did learn them then they left for good! So in the end we just called them "Miss"   and   "Sir"

I did not have any friends in the Home except one girl who was called Hanifa. She was 12  and  was already at Secondary School so she did not come with me to the Tent School. She had lived in that Home for months before the Storm. She would sit with me under the house  and  pet  Puppy   and  talk to me. I told her that I did not believe that my Mum  and  Aunt  and  Granny  and  Uncle Camilo could all be dead. Granny was old so I could believe that she had not made it but not the others. I had dreams that Mummy was calling me,  and  when the wind blew  and  it rained I dreamed I was under the car in mud.

The other children all seemed to know each other  and  the three in my room were all from the same village.  They called me Helicopter Boy  and  would make helicopter noises every time I came in. One big boy said that he hated people from my village  and  that he would poison my dog as she wasn't a fierce breed like the  Boerboel , or the  South African Mastiff . He loved Boerboel s and  so, after a while, that is what we called him, even the staff.  "Boer" became his name. Everyone would have a job in the Home, Boer's was to take out the garbage to the bins. He always made me do it so that he would not hurt  Puppy . He said he would tie a block round her neck  and  throw her in the river. Sometimes I was very sad and lonely I would hide and cry quietly hugging Puppy who was my only comfort.

Another problem was Mr. Hamza. He always looked at me as if I was in the way  and  said I should not hug  Puppy  as I would get 'Leap To Spring Osis'!  And  he told Hanifa to stay away from me. I began to avoid him. Then one Monday he just did not come to work any longer!

I was glad he had gone away but I wondered when my Dad would come for me.

CHAPTER 8 - Giving my life to Christ

"Come  and  meet my Sunday School teacher Adil!" So the lady who had helped Hanifa 'tell the truth' had come to visit. She was pretty  and  she smelled nice. She had a guitar  and  played songs with the children. She gave us Bible story books  and  crayons to colour. She said that Jesus could sleep in the storm when he was on a boat. I thought that was incredible! DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #8 (Front and back page)

I could not sleep properly in a nice bed as the storm kept troubling me in my dreams  and  I kept crying for my mum. She told us that Jesus had a special power not to be afraid  and  not to hate people who hurt him. She told us that because Jesus loved us he died on the cross  and  wanted to help us to be friends with God  and  have power not to be afraid  and  not to hate people. She said we had to decide whether to follow Jesus or go our own way.  She said the way to become a Christian was to Repent  and  Believe.

I thought this sounded interesting I have always wanted special powers!!! Also I was very troubled about how much I hated Boer  and  Mr. Hamza too!

I knew God had saved my life  and  I really needed to be able to sleep in the storm. I decided to give my life to Christ  and  to be a Christian. I am not a great reader but the Bible Books had loads of pictures  and  the Sunday School Teacher said that God loved everyone whether they were top or bottom of the class, good or bad, pretty or ugly, that Jesus still died for them so they could "tell the truth  and  the truth would set them free"

Boer somehow heard that I had put my hand up when the Sunday School Teacher prayed. He straight away said I was a Bible bashing Christian. He said Christians were selfish, only helped their own church people  and  taking people's money. He said he would kill  Puppy  then I could pray for him to be raised from the dead. I felt myself getting red I just wanted to punch Boer on the nose! That night I remember the boys in my room were especially tormenting with their helicopter noises  and  saying that nobody wanted to be friends with Helicopter Boy.

I pulled the sheet over my head  and  asked God to switch on those magic powers as right now all I could think about was all the bad things I wanted to do to those guys. I felt so alone but somehow I knew I had a best friend and His name was Jesus. It started to rain and the boys started to cry but I went sound asleep even though I still had a horrible dream, which made me feel bad the next day I felt so lost and lonely all I really had to call my own was Puppy.

CHAPTER 9 - I'm a new creature

Next week Hanifa and I were the first in Sunday School, I could hardly wait to learn more. She had told us this week we would learn about a butterfly that really started out as a fuzzy little caterpillar. I didn't like caterpillars, my dad had always warned me that they ate lots of his vegetables in the kitchen garden, I knew I didn't like them they were ugly, no one would say that caterpillars are beautiful.  DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #9 (Page 1 and 2)

A caterpillar is a worm -- and worms are not beautiful! In fact the only good thing about worms was that you could put them on a hook and go fishing. Jasmine squirmed when I told her my fishing stories, with wriggling worms.

But then I learnt in Sunday School that one day the caterpillar spun a cocoon about himself and stays there for several weeks. Just hanging upside down, occasionally twitching, who would imagine that anything good was happening. But it was like the caterpillar was being born again and when it comes out, it is no longer a caterpillar, it has been miraculously changed into a beautiful butterfly, it was a new creation.

But it took time, it was like the caterpillar died in the chrysalis or cocoon and eventually the butterfly emerged but it was a struggle.

One day Puppy and I were in the field next to the Children's Home and we saw a chrysalis hanging from a twig, it started twitching and cracking open. We watched as the butterfly struggled to get out. It made me think of all the struggling I had to do over the time since the 'big Cyclone'. I later learnt that a butterfly must struggle out of its chrysalis to start the blood to flow into its wings to make it strong and able to fly. It must do this to complete its life cycle into a butterfly. I felt I wanted to help the struggling butterfly but by assisting the butterfly and helping it to free itself, I would never let it fully develop and fulfill its destiny. I would actually be hindering it and prevented it from becoming who it was meant to be. What God showed me was that what He does, sometimes in our lives, is to allow the struggle, the hurt, the process because we must fight to become fully who we are meant to be.

If He stepped in to help during the most crucial part in our lives, we would never become who we were made to be. As I pondered this thought out came the butterfly, flying away . with Puppy in the chase, she chased that butterfly all around the field until she eventually fell into the ditch which was filled with muddy water, you should have seen her she changed from a white puppy to a brown dog! "That's it Puppy you are going to have a bath even you will become a new creation!"

The Bible says, "if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" When we invite Jesus to come into our heart, we become a new creation. God doesn't just clean us up, He makes us into a new person.

So now when I find myself in a huge struggle or fight I can have hope. I now understand that this could be in the most important part of my life that will make me into who I am destined to be. I know that Jesus is with me and what I am to become is so great that all I have been through and am going though will pave the way for what I am to become. Strong, free, and soaring high with beautiful, colorful butterfly wings to carry me onto the next adventure of life with Puppy.

CHAPTER 10- I'm in the Lord's army

I was so excited because today the Missionaries from America were coming to visit us in the Children's Home. We were told they were brining lots of toys from America, I could hardly wait, even Boer was excited and seemed in better mood than usual. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #10 (Page 1 and 2)

When they arrived I was given a brand new skateboard and not only that but all the protective gear needed to keep me safe.

They told me the first thing was to make sure I had the right kind of shoes. I know you wouldn't go skating in a pair of cowboy boots, would you? Your shoes should have a flat bottom to help you get a better grip on the board. Next, I was told every skateboarder should wear a helmet. You might think that wearing a helmet makes you look like a dork, but, believe me, it is the smart thing to do. Another thing you will need is pads. It is important to have pads to protect your elbows and knees. Now that I had all the right gear, it is time to go skateboarding. Even professional skateboarders make sure they have the right protective equipment.

Just as we need protective gear in skateboarding, the Bible teaches us that we need protection in life. The Bible calls it the armor of God and it tells us that we need the armor of God to protect us from Satan's evil schemes. We were taught this in Sunday School and marched around singing 'I'm in the Lords army' I loved it, Jasmine thought it was for boys only but we got to learn about the armor of God.

The belt of truth - The Bible tells us that Satan is the "father of lies," but he can never win if we will hold on to the truth that Jesus Christ is Lord

The breastplate of righteousness - Satan can never harm us when we choose to do what God says is right

Feet fitted with the gospel of peace - Satan tries to create worry and confusion in our lives, but knowing Jesus brings peace

The shield of faith - Satan will try to plant seeds of doubt in our hearts and minds, but those seeds of doubt can never take root if we have faith in Jesus

The helmet of salvation - Jesus came from heaven to earth to save us from the evil one, if we accept salvation in Jesus' name, we will win the battle against Satan

The sword of the Spirit - the Bible, God's Holy Word, it is a powerful weapon against Satan.

I know no skateboarder should ever get on his board without the proper equipment, and I should never try to go through life without the armor of God.

CHAPTER 11- Free at last

That Sunday School Teacher came back again the next week and asked if any of us had any questions. I said "How do you turn on the magic powers?" She told us that God loved us and wanted us to be free from fear and free from hate. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #11 (Page 1 and 2)

She told us we had to take our fears and tell them to God. She told us that God always listens to us and that one of the special powers is prayer and that this is like a private phone to God. She said this private phone is only connected to God. He must have millions of ears to hear everyone at the same time. She said that fears and nightmares are like ropes that tie us and that God can cut them if we ask him in Jesus name. (We all made cell phones out of cereal packets and started talking to God!

Then she said that hating people was the opposite of what God wanted us to do. She told us it was hard to have love for God in your heart if your heart was filled with hate. She told us we could open the tap of our heart and say we are sorry and let the hate run out. She said this is called repentance. 

She told us a neat story about a woman who did some bad things in her life. She didn't say what they were but we know that she was very, very sorry. She felt so bad in fact, that she went to see Jesus in someone's house-when she wasn't even invited!! She didn't know anyone, the people in the house didn't want her there but she was meeting Jesus! I imagine she must have felt very scared and very little. I don't mean little like she was tiny, I mean little like she was with people who were very important. She probably felt UNimportant. Not only did she go, but she knelt down behind Jesus and washed his feet WITH HER TEARS! Then she washed them with perfume. You can imagine how the other people in the house felt. One of them got upset with her and with Jesus! Simon the Pharisee didn't think Jesus should be letting her do that. But Jesus not only let her do it, he told her that her sins-all the bad things we do in our life-were forgiven. She was able to leave with a happy and peaceful heart. There were so many lessons to be learned from this story, firstly the woman did something wrong and wanted to make it right. I could think of lots of things I had said and done that I wish I could now make right. Jasmine told me this is what Jesus wants me to do. If we do something wrong, what could we do to make it right? What are some things we could do to make it better?

The other thing we need to get from this story is how Jesus reacted. Did Jesus throw the woman out? Did he say-"you did something wrong, leave me alone?" What did Jesus do? He let her stay, he let her ask for forgiveness, and then he forgave her. It's important for us to do the same. I decided to give it a try. After all, what had I got to lose except horrible dreams, bad feelings and loneliness? I gave God my fears, my memories of that scary storm, the sadness and the loneliness. Then I gave God the anger and the hate. It wasn't easy but I chose to stop hating and to forgive those mean kids and even Pit.

Then I remembered Mr. Hamza and his threats to hurt Puppy and I thought of him in the State Prison and I even decided not to be angry with him any more too. I was free at last, free to forgive.

CHAPTER 12- I'm sorry

I just have to learn how to say 'I'm sorry' it just doesn't seem to come naturally, Boer has made my life a misery and I have been mean to him as well. How do I say I'm sorry? These were the questions I was asking myself, Hanifa and our Sunday School Teacher. She told me that sincere apologies can lead to forgiveness, which takes the sting out of hurts. I knew this was necessary in a happy, healthy life. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #12 (Page 1 and 2)

But I had to learn how to say I'm sorry, how to apologies and really mean it even to someone like Boer , because up until now I was glad I had punched him on the nose. Then I learnt three things needed for a successful apology :

1) Remorse: Feeling sorry for the action.

2) Repentance: Expressing what's in your heart.

3) Recompense: This is when you try to make amends, which is not always possible, but always worth a try.

I knew "I'm sorry" means nothing unless it comes from a repentant heart. So I first had to ask God to forgive me for being so nasty to Boer .

I had read in Efésios 4:32 Em vez disso, sejam bondosos e tenham compaixão uns dos outros, perdo.

So I had no choice but to go and find Pit and tell him how sorry I was for punching him in the nose. "I'm sorry Boer . I blew it. I was wrong, please forgive me Boer ." Guess what Boer put his hand out and we shook hands, it was the beginning of the healing that was so needed

I felt better after unpacking all those super powers but I was still lonely...... That night I dreamed of my Dad. He was looking for me in the mud, and all the nightmares and fears of that terrible night came flooding back, but then, in my dream Jesus came walking into my room and turned on the light and I wasn't afraid any more and Jesus took my hand and led me outside. There was dad and he and I and Puppy started playing on a lovely green lawn outside of a beautiful new house, it was a good dream and I woke up feeling good inside.

CHAPTER 13 - Daddy

Miss Gizela  and  the other adults in orange T shirts were always asking me what I remembered about where I came from. I told them my name - Adil  and  my village  and  my Mum's name was Adelina but I could not remember Granny's real name or Aunty Leila's or Uncle Camilo's other name.  I told them my Dad was Ildo . That is how I got my name. AD-IL. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #13 (Front and back page)

They told me that the Police said that they did not find my Mum  and  them  and  that the house went in the sea. I kept hoping it wasn't true. They said they would try to find my Dad.

Then one day Miss Gizela came into school  and  said I had to come now, now, now! I was worried that maybe something had happened to  Puppy  or that she had escaped  and  chewed up someone's shoes. It would not be the first time. She said no, I had a visitor. I went into the office  and  there was a very dirty tired looking man with a beard. It was ......my Dad.....He held his arms out  and  we just hugged  and  hugged. He said he was sorry, that he had only just found out where I was as he had been told I was lost with my Mum  and  Leila  and  Uncle Camilo. He had walked for days to get from the other side of the island to get to our village.  He said that people said that the whole family was lost. Then he met that Policeman from the first day  and  he told him I was alive  and  in the Home. As I listened, I realised that it was true my Mum was actually gone in the storm,  and  Aunty Leila  and  Uncle Camilo, I cried  and  cried  and  cried  and  then Miss Gizela suggested I take my Dad to meet  Puppy . 

When we sat under the house my Dad gave me a special present, all wrapped up, a Teddy Bear toy, soft and squidgy, little did I know how precious 'Teddy' would become to me.

Dad told me that he had been so sad when he thought that I was gone  and  that seeing me today was the best thing that had ever happened to him. He told me that he was so sorry that he had not come before. He asked me to forgive him for not being there. Dad said our lives may have taken some strange twists and turns but the One who holds our tomorrows is still in control. It kind of reminded me of the story of Joseph in the Bible. Dad said that he had asked God to help him find me  and  now that he had, we would serve God together for the rest of our lives.  " And  Puppy"   I said

CHAPTER 14 - Peace like a river

Dad and I along with Puppy moved back into the interior, it was where we were from, it's where 'we belong' Dad told me. Dad started planting vegetables, and keeping fish, goats and even rabbits to eat and distribute among the community.  DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #14 (Page 1 and 2)

He taught me about Moringa and we planted it all around our property and all the animals ate it and started to get fat. We even drank the tea and began to feel stronger and healthier.

Sometimes we would all go down to the river to play. Those times I felt most at peace, Puppy would splash around at the edge and try to pick up rocks from the river bed, when she did bubbles would come out of her nose! It looked so funny I would laugh at her.

Dad taught me how to swim in the river, I loved those times with Dad, he made me feel special and it almost made up for not having mum around.

I continued to go to Sunday School and I learnt more about peace. This was a whole new experience for me. I learnt that Jesus said "   Deixo-vos a paz, a minha paz vos dou; não vo-la dou como o mundo a dá. Não se turbe o vosso coração, nem se atemorize."

But sometimes at the end of the day, when it was time to turn out the lantern, we still did not have electricity, and go to bed, I wanted to know that I was not alone in the darkness. That is where my toy Teddy Bear came to the rescue.

Dad gave me 'Teddy' the day we were united at the Big House and at night Teddy was never very far away. Somehow, the darkness was not so frightening with "Teddy" in the bed with me, and Puppy sleeping at the foot of the bed in his special bed that Dad had built for her.

Our Sunday School teacher told us if we want to know peace, we can only know that peace when we know Jesus, the Prince of Peace.  If we don't know Jesus, we can have no peace.

That is how I was at the Big House before Jesus became my best friend and gave me that super power to forgive Boer and even that nasty man that threatened to kill Puppy and did nasty things to my friend Hanifa. I had no peace only fear and anger and loneliness but those days are now way behind me. In another life it seems.

I have moved on, now I have my Dad and my Heavenly Daddy and Puppy, I had found peace of mind, what more could a boy ask for!

CHAPTER 15 - He watches over us

As time went by the crops started to grow again, the bananas were bearing and there was more to eat. The trees were green again with leaves and some of the fruit trees that we thought were dead after the storm started to spring. There was a new sense of hope. DOWNLOAD Portuguese 'E Cachorrinho' Chapter #15 (Front and back page)

Dad said that I was growing up, I was very pleased, I pushed my chest out and stuck my chin up in the air and went on tip toe to make myself a little taller. Dad said I was now his big boy, he had my back, he was watching over me.

One day I noticed that Puppy was growing up as well in fact she was getting very fat!

I didn't understand why until she started to pull leaves together and she found some rags in the shed and it seemed she was making a den for herself under the house. Then she lay down and I sat down and watched over her as she gave birth to three beautiful little puppies. They were perfect except their eyes were shut, but Dad explained they were born that way and very soon he was right they opened their eyes and saw me for the first time watching over them.

What 'Fun Fabulous' days we had Puppy and I playing with her new puppies, I just knew I could never be happier than I was those days. Puppy always watched over her puppies, she would pick them up and bring back into the shelter if they wondered off and that is when I began to think that my Heavenly Daddy knows everything that I go through.

There is nothing that happens to me that He doesn't know about. Just like Puppy He is watching over me. When I felt lonely and totally abandoned at the Big House, when everything seems hopeless, I began to realize that even then God knows and God cares. And if I wonder off track a bit, He comes after me just like Puppy rounds up her puppies so my Heavenly Daddy comes after me, gives me a big hug and brings me back into the pack.

Then it all came flooding back, the smell of Pao cooking on the wood-fired ovens, Granny's Pao were always light and fluffy. We would enjoy it most when it is straight out of the oven, warm and delicious. I can smell it now , I can see Granny pottered around the kitchen at the back of our old house that the BIG Flood destroyed, and I can hear her now, singing at the top of her old crackly voice an old song the Missionaries had taught her .

Por que eu deveria me sentir desencorajado? Por que as sombrar deveriam vir?

Por que eu deveria sentir o coração solitário? E ansiar por céu e casa

Quando Jesus é meu conforto? Oh, meu constante amigo Ele é

Seus olhos estão no pardal E eu sei que Ele cuida de mim

Seus olhos estão no pardal E eu sei que Ele me observa

Eu canto pois sou feliz Eu canto pois sou livre

And I wept with joy, I knew my heart was healed and for the first time since that dreadful night I sang out loud

"Eu canto pois sou feliz Eu canto pois sou livre

Seus olhos estão no pardal E eu sei que Ele me observa."

Not just sparrows, He watches over Dad and I 'And Puppy and her puppies'! THE END