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Heal a Hurting Heart - 'And Puppy'
CHAPTER 1 – CoCo 19 Warning
"The Prime Minister says no work either it is serious" my Mother continued. She said everyone was told to stay home, keep away from crowds and prepare for a ‘Lockdown’. My eyes opened wide wondering if we were all going to prison and what would happen to ‘Puppy’. The radio was on and all the family were talking noisily about a ‘CoCo 19 virus’ Everyone seemed on edge because of this CoCo 19, whatever that was! It seemed our daily lives were all muddled, we aren’t sure what tomorrow may bring, and the entire family huddled around the TV with nonstop news, the phones kept ‘pinging’ as messages kept coming in. ‘Another case diagnose’ Fear started to grip our hearts, I was scared. Mum said it could be weeks, even months she said we had to make sure that we structured our days when we are all cooped up at home. She sat me down and told me she would alternate chores and schoolwork with more fun activities and periods of free time. I was glad to hear that because it didn’t seem like much fun to me, when would I be able to go outdoors and run with ‘Puppy’ and hang with my friends? She helped me set up a WhatsApp chat with all my friends via video chats and social media thankfully most of them were online. Mum said she had to teach me things I could do to protect myself, and she taught me a really funny song I was to sing as I washed my hand. I didn’t like the smell of the new soap Aunty Lisa had come back from the market with, it smelt like a hospital. But I was told that CoCo 19 didn’t like it either! I overheard mum talking to granny in her bedroom. Granny had been sick now for weeks, she was always coughing and I was told she had a ‘fever’ and sore throat. She seemed lifeless sometimes, I would creep in and peep at her. I heard mum telling her, ‘Mommy don’t share your worries with Cameron, after this crisis is over, I want him to walk away from this having learned important lessons,” she told Granny. “I want Cameron to look back and say ‘Wow, I’m really impressed with how mom and the family held it together', I don’t want him walking away and thinking the world is a scary place". I wondered where my Dad was. He did not live with us or even in our village. He worked for the Ministry of Agriculture and he was often in the field but I did see him when he would bring groceries for my Mum. He would sometimes talk to me on her phone. Even thought dad is not always home I know I am important to my mum and dad. Mum is always telling me “Cameron you are special and well loved.” Later that day before the Curfew started Uncle Joey arrived home armed with bags of groceries ‘Its madness out there, people pushing and shoving and swearing at each other just trying to get a tin of Sardines, I had to go to six shops before I found one with only 30 people outside and at least they were 6 food apart’ he said, something I am told is called ‘Social Distancing’ ‘You got dog food’ I asked him, he just smiled, I wondered what that meant! Mum tried to pull us all together as a family and remind us that
at least ‘we are all together for the first time in years’and
we’re playing games together, like the old times’.
We all laughed , ‘See’ she said ‘There
are always silver linings, you just have to look for them.’
I liked that idea of being together so I sneaked outside and brought
‘Puppy’ indoors to play, some people said this CoCo
19 came from bats, I was glad it was not dogs! I was feeling really anxious but I wasn’t able to really tell her how I was feeling, so she gave me a great idea. She said ‘Think of a traffic light— a red light means you feel overwhelmed, like you can’t cope, an orange light is medium stress and a green light means you are okay.’ I wanted to pretend I was a big, brave boy and had it all together so I told her ‘I’m orange but ‘Puppy’ is RED!’ She reached out and held my had and I knew that all would be well so long as I had my family around me.
Oh no this is the CoCo 19 they have been talking about on the radio and TV. Right here in our home, stealing Granny from us right in front of our eyes. I was kept out of the room, but I could peep through the cracks in the wooden partition that separated Granny’s bedroom from the sitting room. I clutched ‘Puppy’ and hid her in my jacket, she was my only comfort. I can’t believe this is happening, not Granny, she has always been here for me, not Granny, NO Then I started to get worried that maybe I had done something that might cause Granny's death. Had I gone outside and trespassed within someone 'Social Distancing'? Had someone sneezed on me and I brought it home and didn't wash my hands long enough with that smelly soap. I knew the song ' wash my hands' song now and I tried to always sing it as I washed my hands, mum had told me she sang was similar to a song she learnt at Sunday School, she had just changed it up. Then I started to get worried that maybe I had done something that could cause Granny’s death. Had I gone outside and trespassed within someone ‘Social Distancing’? Had someone sneezed on me and I brought it home and didn’t wash my hands long enough with that smelly soap. I knew the song now and I tried to always sing it as I washed my hands, mum had told me she sang a similar song at Sunday School.
But she had changed it up to help me learn how to properly wash my hands. If your hands are dirty If your hands are dirty If your hands are dirty If your hands are dirty This was my first encounter with human loss of life mum tried to explain that most people do not die until they are very old, but I wasn’t convinced this CoCo 19 could take mum next or even me. I started to cry, Puppy wimpered and together we curled up on the bed. ‘Dear God I’ll do anything to keep this from happening. I will be a good boy, I won’t throw stones, I will go and confess to our neighbour that it was me that broke the kitchen window. I’ll do anything God but please don’t take Granny away. Amen ’ But it didn’t work, and Granny slowly slipped away, Uncle Joey called the Police and the Medical team, it seemed like ages but they eventually arrived. I was terrified when he opened the door and in walked these men from the Moon. I had seen them on TV, walking on the moon, dressed in these white outfits and helmets and masks and gloves. Both Puppy and I went and hid under the table. They took mums temperature and said she also had a ‘fever’ everyone would have to be taken to the Quarantine Centre. I had heard about those places, ‘when you went in you never came out’ Aunt Lisa had said. ‘Not me or Puppy’ we both slipped out of the back door, I had raided the fridge and grabbed a blanket as I passed the shed I grabbed a bag of ‘Puppy’s’ favourite dog food. We had escaped but were would we go, it was dark and cold and it was the beginning of a great adventure. CHAPTER 3 - The Great Adventure
We walked and walked and eventually Puppy and I found a door way and I put the blanket down. Now was a good time to crack open the tin of Tuna and crackers, Puppy enjoyed her ‘Chow’. Eventually we huddled together to keep each other warm and finally we fell asleep. I woke up as the sun rose, shining in my eyes, but where was my puppy? I called her and looked and looked, I couldn’t lose her as well. I thought I saw her down by the sea and I went to look, but it was a bigger dog. Whilst I was there on the stony beach, a policeman in army uniform called to me. I asked him if he had seen my puppy. The Policeman took me to the Shelter and I expected to see my mother, Aunty Lisa, and Uncle Joey there. He gave me to the nurse instead. She touched my head and said I had to go to the Hospital in Town. I thought maybe my mother was hurt and so I was going to see her. People were just sitting and staring, most of them were wearing masks, some were had funny tubes up their nose. On the way back to the bay we went past a parked car and I heard a whimper. I saw a tail. I told the Policeman "wait a while" and looked under the car and there was Puppy wet and muddy but there...... I picked her up and hugged her tight she was shivering. The Policeman said Puppy could come too, at last something good had happened. The Policeman told me I was a champion and not to focus on what I had been through I was to focus on where I was going in life – where ever that was – the Hospital right now! CHAPTER 4 - The Hospital
When we got to the hospital there was a grumpy nurse who was vexed and said that Puppy could not come inside Casualty! I was tired and sad. I wanted to see my Mummy and my Aunty and Joey! I said I did not want to stay there. The Policeman said it was OK and that he would hold puppy for me whilst I went in with the Nurse. I thought I was going to see my family, I looked in the room but there was just a little girl crying, an old man who was very still and a very pregnant lady moaning. There were a lot of people with masks on their faces and lots of people crying. The nurse took my temperature, and put a tight thing round my arm and then put a clothes pin thing on my finger. She said I had to see a doctor. The doctor looked very tired. She said she had been there for 24 hours, and no one had come to relieve her. She said that I didn’t have a ‘fever’ but because my family were in quarantine that I would need to go into a Child Care Home. She called the policeman in and Puppy peed on the floor. You can imagine the nurse was not happy! Whilst the nurse was shouting and getting a lady to come with a mop the police whispered in the Doctors ear. Then the Doctor told me to go and sit outside on the chairs with Puppy. After a long time when the Policeman came back with a bottle of Sprite for me and a bread and a tin of Vienna Sausage. He told me that I was going on a big adventure. He also told me that they were looking for my Mum and Joey and Aunty Lisa and that very sadly they had found my Granny and she was not alive any more. He told me that I had to go to a nice Big House and wait to see what would happen. I was worried in case the people at the Big House would not like dogs. I began to cry I thought I might lose Puppy and I would be so lonely. I did not really understand what he said about Granny, how could she not be alive any more. The Policeman told me that he would tell them at the Big House that Puppy had to come as well. I felt lost and lonely, totally abandoned, all I really had to call my own was Puppy. See seemed so sad and rejected that I told her a story I had seen on the news that eight Labrador retrievers, with their powerful noses, have been enlisted to help. The dogs are the first trainees in a University of Pennsylvania research project to see whether dogs can detect an odor connected to the Coronavirus, the dreaded Co Co 19. If so, they might eventually become “canine police” to screen people in airports, businesses or hospitals. It didn't surprise me because dogs can sniff out drug, explosives and even Malaria! 'Puppy’ can sniff out a fish frying a mile away! CHAPTER 5 – Life in the Big House
We went to the savannah in front of the hospital and there was
a helicopter already there. The blades of the rotor were spinning
and it was very loud. The dust and leaves were blowing at me like
the hurricane wind we had last year. The policeman did me high five
and gave me to a big soldier who made me do up my coat and put a
helmet on me. He put ear plugs in my ears and a sort of life jacket
on me, I held Puppy very tightly. When the helicopter landed, they undid all the straps and took off the lifejacket and I got out still clutching Puppy. It was further than I thought and I fell down. I felt stupid as there were loads of children watching from the steps of the big house. They seemed disappointed that it was just me and Puppy, until behind me the soldiers brought out bottles of water and boxes of biscuits. "Come on Boy" said a Lady in an orange T shirt, “come away from that helicopter.” She took me into the kitchen with Puppy and I heard the helicopter flying away. I never got to say goodbye to the nice Nurse Soldier Lady. The Home was huge. There were lots of bedrooms for boys downstairs and upstairs there were lots more for girls. Lots of the beds had been moved out so there were big spaces between beds. There was a very big dining room and kitchen. I was in a room with three other boys and I had my own bed. The Lady in the orange T Shirt was called Miss Gloria, she said Puppy had to live in the dog house under the building but that I could see her when I wanted. She gave me to a man called Mr. Johnson also in an orange T Shirt and he showed me where Puppy would stay. He even had dog food for her. No one had any news about my Mum and Aunty and Joey. I told them the Police said Granny had died but they were looking for the others. I was beginning to feel frustrated, trapped and hurt. Pain started to dominate my feelings, I had to find someone to blame. I started getting angry it seemed a way of releasing energy, it was my little protest to the loss of my family, it just didn’t make sense, it simple wasn’t fair and I wanted to lash out and hurt someone. Nurse came to talk to me she wanted to know how I was feeling physically , I told her I felt drained and empty. I seem to be having difficulty making decisions or staying focused. I was becoming easily frustrated and ended up arguing more with people, I was feeling tired, sad, numb, lonely and worried. This was hard, I needed help!
One day Jasmine told me she had a secret to tell me. We sat under the house with Puppy and she told me........she told me Mr. Johnson had left because of her. He had been trying to get her to do bad things. He told her that he would get her ready to have a boyfriend. He had been trying to touch her under her panties. He told her if she did not do what he said he would kill Puppy. She said she ran straight away and told Miss Gloria what he tried to do and the police came and took him away. She said Mr. Johnson was in the prison waiting for the court to decide on his punishment. I was so mad! How could he say he would hurt Puppy. I was pleased he had left as I felt like doing him something really bad, like punching him on the nose. Jasmine said she knew what to do about Mr. Johnson's bad intentions towards her as it was not the first time. She said her mother's boyfriend had done something wrong to her before and she had told her Sunday School Teacher. She said that is why she was in the Home. As her mother did not believe her but the Sunday School teacher did. She said the Sunday school teacher told her to "tell the truth and truth would set her free" and that she had prayed with her, then she got brave and when the Police came with the Welfare officer she told them all about it and they were sorting it all out. Jasmine said she knew that you should always run from people with bad intentions and tell someone. She said she knew now that some bad secrets should not be kept. She explained that “Good secrets” were like not telling about a surprise party or what was in a present. But “Bad secrets” were those where the person threatens you if you tell what they did and where they touch you. No one except your mum or the nurse should touch you where your underwear goes and then tell you not to tell anyone that is a bad secret to keep. Jasmine said that after that experience with her mother's boyfriend she had been different. She said her Sunday School Teacher had told her that God loved her and that it was not her fault. She said she had decided to serve Christ. I did not know what she meant but I did know I was pleased Mr. Johnson was gone. CHAPTER 7 – Home schooling
The Staff held a meeting, with the chairs spread out in the customary ‘Social Distancing’ boundaries that we had all grown accustomed to. They informed us we were going to start ‘Home Schooling.’ Special teachers would be coming to assist this new form of school. Soon afterwards one afternoon foreign workers came in blue T shirts they said they were our friends and they set up something called a Child Friendly Space where we played games, they were designed to keep our distance, but sometimes we would sneak behind the shed and huddle together in a circle and pitch marbles. Their names were funny and if you did learn them then they left for good! So in the end we just called them "Miss" and "Sir" They created a schedule for learning including activities and relaxing and fun activities. I did not have any friends in the Home except for Jasmine. She was 12 and was already at Secondary School so she was in another part of the ‘Home School.’ She had lived in that Home for months before CoCo19. She would sit with me under the house and pet Puppy and talk to me. I told her that I did not believe that my Mum and Aunt and Joey could all be dead. Granny was old so I could believe that she had not made it but not the others. I told her my secret that I had fears and worries about my own health suppose, I caught CoCo19. And I wasn’t sleeping very well and I couldn’t concentrate, at night I would cry and I was very irritable especially with the younger children. I had a sadness, and an anger I couldn’t seem to control, I am so frustration and I was having dreams that Mummy was chasing me around the room with a thermometer to check my temperature. The other children all seemed to know each other and the three
in my room were all from the same village. They called me Helicopter
Boy and would make helicopter noises every time I came in. One big
boy said that he hated people from my village and that he would
poison my dog as he wasn't a fierce race like a Pit Bull. He loved
Pit Bulls and so, after a while, that is what we called him, even
the staff. "Pit" became his name. Everyone would have
a job in the Home. Some nights I would dream about my old home, Puppy and I were playing by the river and dad was home for the week end, it was such a good dream. I wondered when my Dad would come and rescue me. CHAPTER 8 – Giving my life to Christ
I could not sleep properly in a nice bed as the memory of CoCo 19 kept troubling me in my dreams and I kept crying for my mother. She told us that Jesus had a special power not to be afraid and not to hate people who hurt him. She told us that because Jesus loved us he died on the cross and wanted to help us to be friends with God and have power not to be afraid and not to hate people. She said we had to decide whether to follow Jesus or go our own way. She said the way to become a Christian was to Repent and Believe. I thought this sounded interesting I have always wanted special powers!!! Also I was very troubled about how much I hated Pit and Mr. Johnson too! I knew God had saved my life and I really needed to be able to sleep in the storm. I decided to give my life to Christ and to be a Christian. I am not a great reader but the Bible Books had loads of pictures and the Sunday School Teacher said that God loved everyone whether they were top or bottom of the class, good or bad, pretty or ugly, that Jesus still died for them so they could "tell the truth and the truth would set them free" She taught us about Noah who had survived a flood and how God had put the rainbow in the sky to give us all hope that He would never destroy the earth by flood again. Pit somehow heard that I had put my hand up when the Sunday School Teacher prayed. He straight away said I was a Bible bashing Christian. He said Christians were selfish, only helped their own church people and taking people's money. He said he would kill Puppy then I could pray for him to be raised from the dead. I felt myself getting red I just wanted to punch Pit on the nose! That night I remember the boys in my room were especially tormenting with their helicopter noises and saying that nobody wanted to be friends with Helicopter Boy. I pulled the sheet over my head and asked God to switch on those magic powers as right now all I could think about was all the bad things I wanted to do to those guys. All of a sudden I felt so lost and lonely all I really had to call my own was Puppy, she made me smile, but then I remembered I could call on my new friend Jesus.
CHAPTER 9 - I'm a new creature
A caterpillar is a worm -- and worms are not beautiful! In fact
the only good thing about worms was that you could put them on a
hook and go fishing. Jasmine squirmed when I told her my fishing
stories, with wriggling worms. One day, when the curfew was over and they allowed us to go outdoor,
Puppy and I were in the field next to the Children's Home and we
saw a chrysalis hanging from a twig, it started twitching and cracking
open. We watched as the butterfly struggled to get out. It made
me think of all the struggling I had to do over the last few months
since CoCo 19 came into our lives. I later learnt that a butterfly
must struggle out of its chrysalis to start the blood to flow into
its wings to make it strong and able to fly. It must do this to
complete its life cycle into a butterfly. I felt I wanted to help
the struggling butterfly but by assisting the butterfly and helping
it to free itself, I would never let it fully develop and fulfill
its destiny. I would actually be hindering it and prevented it from
becoming who it was meant to be. What God showed me was that what
He does, sometimes in our lives, is to allow the struggle, the hurt,
the process because we must fight to become fully who we are meant
to be.
When they arrived I was given a brand new skateboard and not only that but all the protective gear needed to keep me safe. They told me the first thing was to make sure I had the right kind of shoes. I know you wouldn't go skating in a pair of cowboy boots, would you? Your shoes should have a flat bottom to help you get a better grip on the board. Next, I was told every skateboarder should wear a helmet. You might think that wearing a helmet makes you look like a dork, but, believe me, it is the smart thing to do. Another thing you will need is pads. It is important to have pads to protect your elbows and knees. Now that I had all the right gear, it is time to go skateboarding. Even professional skateboarders make sure they have the right protective equipment. Just as we need protective gear in skateboarding, the Bible teaches us that we need protection in life. The Bible calls it the armor of God and it tells us that we need the armor of God to protect us from Satan's evil schemes. We were taught this in Sunday School and marched around singing ‘I'm in the Lords army' I loved it, Jasmine thought it was for boys only but we got to learn about the armor of God. The belt of truth - The Bible tells us that Satan is the "father of lies," but he can never win if we will hold on to the truth that Jesus Christ is Lord The breastplate of righteousness - Satan can never harm us when we choose to do what God says is right Feet fitted with the gospel of peace - Satan tries to create worry and confusion in our lives, but knowing Jesus brings peace The shield of faith - Satan will try to plant seeds of doubt in our hearts and minds, but those seeds of doubt can never take root if we have faith in Jesus The helmet of salvation - Jesus came from heaven to earth to save us from the evil one, if we accept salvation in Jesus' name, we will win the battle against Satan The sword of the Spirit - the Bible, God's Holy Word, it is a powerful weapon against Satan. I know no skateboarder should ever get on his board without the proper equipment, and I should never try to go through life without the armor of God.
She told us that God always listens to us and that one of the special
powers is prayer and that this is like a private phone to God. She
said this private phone is only connected to God. He must have millions
of ears to hear everyone at the same time. She said that fears and
nightmares are like ropes that tie us and that God can cut them
if we ask him in Jesus name. (We all made cell phones out of cereal
packets and started talking to God! She told us a neat story about a woman who did some bad things in her life. She didn't say what they were but we know that she was very, very sorry. She felt so bad in fact, that she went to see Jesus in someone's house–when she wasn't even invited!! She didn't know anyone, the people in the house didn't want her there but she was meeting Jesus! I imagine she must have felt very scared and very little. I don't mean little like she was tiny, I mean little like she was with people who were very important. She probably felt UNimportant. Not only did she go, but she knelt down behind Jesus and washed his feet WITH HER TEARS! Then she washed them with perfume. You can imagine how the other people in the house felt. One of them got upset with her and with Jesus! Simon the Pharisee didn't think Jesus should be letting her do that. But Jesus not only let her do it, he told her that her sins—all the bad things we do in our life—were forgiven. She was able to leave with a happy and peaceful heart. There were so many lessons to be learned from this story, firstly the woman did something wrong and wanted to make it right. I could think of lots of things I had said and done that I wish I could now make right. Jasmine told me this is what Jesus wants me to do. If we do something wrong, what could we do to make it right? What are some things we could do to make it better? The other thing we need to get from this story is how Jesus reacted. Did Jesus throw the woman out? Did he say—"you did something wrong, leave me alone?" What did Jesus do? He let her stay, he let her ask for forgiveness, and then he forgave her. It's important for us to do the same. I decided to give it a try. After all, what had I got to lose except horrible dreams, bad feelings and loneliness? I gave God my fears, my memories of that CoCo 19 crisis, the sadness and the loneliness. Then I gave God the anger and the hate. It wasn't easy but I chose to stop hating and to forgive those mean kids and even Pit. Then I remembered Mr. Johnson and his threats to hurt Puppy and I thought of him in the State Prison and I even decided not to be angry with him any more too. I was free at last, free to forgive.
I knew this was necessary in a happy, healthy life. But I had to learn how to say I'm sorry, how to apologies and really mean it even to someone like Pit, because up until now I was glad I had punched him on the nose. Then I learnt the “three Rs” in a successful apology : 1) Remorse: Feeling sorry for the action.
I knew "I'm sorry" means nothing unless it comes from a repentant heart. So I first had to ask God to forgive me for being so nasty to Pit. I had read in Ephesians 4:32 Be kind to each other, sympathetic, forgiving each other as God has forgiven you through Christ. So I had no choice but to go and find Pit and tell him how sorry
I was for punching him in the nose. “I'm sorry Pit. I blew
it. I was wrong, please forgive me Pit." Guess what Pit stuck
out his elbow and we bounced elbows, because we still could not
shake hands in the Pandemic, it was the beginning of the healing
that was so needed. I felt better after unpacking all those super powers but I was still lonely...... That night I dreamed of my Dad. He was looking for me, and all the nightmares and fears of that terrible night when CoCo 19 stole Granny, came flooding back, but then, in my dream Jesus came walking into my room and turned on the light and I wasn't afraid any more and Jesus took my hand and led me outside. There was dad and he and I and Puppy started playing on a lovely green lawn outside of a beautiful new house, it was a good dream and I woke up feeling good inside.
They told me that the Police said that mum, Auntie and Joey had died of the virus. I kept hoping it wasn't true. They said they would try to find my Dad. Then one day Miss Gloria came into school and said I had to come now, now, now! I was worried that maybe something had happened to Puppy or that he had escaped and chewed up someone's shoes. It would not be the first time. She said no, I had a visitor. I went into the office and there was......my Dad.....He held his arms out and we just hugged and hugged. He said he was sorry, that he had only just found out where I was as he had been told I was lost with my Mum and Lisa and Joey. He had walked for days to get from the other side of the island to get to our village. He said that people said that the whole family was lost. Then he met that Policeman from the first day and he told him I was alive and in the Home. As I listened, I realised that it was true my Mum was actually gone, CoCo 19 stole her as well as Aunty Lisa and Joey, I cried and cried and cried. Dad suggested that we should memorialize the people that died in the CoCo Crisis. I didn’t understand, he explained we needed to remember them, he said it was a part of grieving and part of healing. He said it was good to share memories about mum and he dug into his pocket and pulled out a beautiful picture of mum. Miss Gloria suggested I take my Dad to meet Puppy. When we sat under the house dad and I shared all the good times we had had with mum and Auntie Lisa, my Dad gave me a special present, all wrapped up, a Teddy Bear toy, soft and squidgy, little did I know how precious ‘Teddy’ would become to me. Dad told me that he had been so sad when he thought that I was dead and that seeing me today was the best thing that had ever happened to him. He told me that he was so sorry that he had not come before. He asked me to forgive him for not being there. Dad said our lives may have taken some strange twists and turns but the One who holds our tomorrows is still in control. It kind of reminded me of the story of Joseph in the Bible. Dad said that he had asked God to help him find me and now that he had, we would serve God together for the rest of our lives. "And Puppy”
Dad started planting vegetables and keeping fish, goats and even rabbits to eat and distribute among the community. He taught me about Moringa and we planted it all around our property and all the animals ate it and were very healthy. We even drank the tea and began to feel stronger and healthier, dad showed me how you can purify water using Moringa. Sometimes we would all go down to the river to play. Those times I felt most at peace, Puppy would splash around at the edge and try to pick up rocks from the river bed, when she did bubbles would come out of her nose! It looked so funny I would laugh at her. Dad taught me how to swim in the river, I loved those times with Dad, he made me feel special and it almost made up for not having mum around. I continued to go to Sunday School and I learnt more about peace. This was a whole new experience for me. I learnt that Jesus said “I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid." But sometimes at the end of the day, when it was time to turn out the light and go to bed, I wanted to know that I was not alone in the darkness. That is where my Teddy Bear came to the rescue. Dad gave me Teddy the day we were united at the Big House and at night Teddy was never very far away. Somehow, the darkness was not so frightening with "Teddy" in the bed with me, and Puppy sleeping at the foot of the bed in his special bed that Dad had built for her. I began to realize that if I wanted to know peace, I can only know that peace when I know Jesus, the Prince of Peace. If we don't know Jesus, we can have no peace. That is how I was at the Big House before Jesus became my best friend and gave me that super power to forgive Pit and even that nasty man that threatened to kill Puppy and did nasty things to my friend Jasmine. I had no peace only fear and anger and loneliness but those days are now way behind me. In another life it seems. I have moved on, now I have my Daddy and my Heavenly Daddy and Puppy, what more could a boy ask for! CHAPTER 15– He watches over us
One day I noticed that Puppy was growing up as well in fact she
was getting very fat! What FunTastic days we had Puppy and I playing with her new puppies, I just knew I could never be happier than I was those days. Puppy always watched over her puppies, she would pick them up and bring back into the shelter if they wondered off and that is when I began to think that my Heavenly Daddy knows everything that I go through. There is nothing that happens to me that He doesn't know about. Just like Puppy He is watching over me. When I felt lonely and totally abandoned at the Big House, when everything seems hopeless, I began to realize that even then God knows and God cares. And if I wonder off track a bit, He comes after me just like Puppy rounds up her puppies so my Heavenly Daddy comes after me, gives me a big hug and brings me back into the pack. I was happy the sun was shining and the birds were singing and a little sparrow came hopping up to look at Puppy’s puppies. Then it all came flooding back, the smell of 'Coconut Bread' baking as Granny pottered around the kitchen in our old house before CoCo 19 stole her so suddenly that dreadful night, and I can hear her now, singing at the top of her old crackly voice a song the Missionaries had taught her... “Why should I feel discouraged? Why should the shadows come? Why should my heart feel lonely, and long for heaven and home? When Jesus is my portion, a constant friend is He. His eye is on the sparrow and I know He watches over me. His eye is on the sparrow; and I know He watches me. I sing because I’m happy. I sing because I’m free! His eye is on the sparrow; and I know He watches me. His eye is on the sparrow; and I know He watches me.” And I wept with joy, I knew my hurting heart was healed and for the first time since that dreadful night I sang that ol’ ol’ song... “I sing because I’m happy. I sing because I’m free! His eye is on the sparrow; and I know He watches me. His eye is on the sparrow; and I know He watches me.”
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Heal a Hurting Heart Curriculum
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